Dinner time at Restrained Elegance is never normal. The first time I ate
'on screen' it was for the Long Term Bondage project, and I was forced to
eat off the floor, without using my hands. Dinner in that same series found
me tied to a dining chair, and finally used as a platter for dessert. So
it was no surprise that on the first evening of my intensive slavegirl
training, our meal was nothing like the relaxed, social occasion I'd have
rather liked after a fairly traumatic day!
I was immensely grateful to discover that Hywel had not actually invited
guests to the studio as he'd originally threatened. I'd spent the day
panicking about possibly having to serve an invited audience of Restrained
Elegance Members, while wearing nothing but my new collar. Sooooo hot in
fantasy, soooo unbearably scary in real life!
However, I knew that this meal was a test of my initiative and desire to
please, so I was determined to make a good effort to serve as elegantly and
submissively as possible. I knew I was expected to serve the food off my
body somehow; I wasn't sure how best to do it and was immensely embarrassed
by the prospect. So posing on hands and knees and keeping my head down
seemed like the least humiliating option. Fortunately I'd figured out that
serving hot food directly off my naked body would be agonizing, so I felt
rather proud of myself as I brought the (warmish) bitesize pieces of main
course out, and arranged them carefully on my own back....
Being someone's dining table is physically very tough. Holding position is
difficult anyway, especially when you're trying not to let pieces of chicken
slide off the 'table-top'. Hywel, somewhat displeased by the lukewarm food
and under-ambitious menu, tested my resolve further by tormenting me with
the cocktail sticks I'd thoughtfully provided him with. What a difficult
man to please!
He then decided to customize the posture of his 'table' which made the whole
thing even more physically demanding, and a good deal more humiliating too.
And then, just when I thought my evening might be drawing to a close, it
turned out I'd made a serious mistake with dessert....